The Waiting Game

So we are still waiting. 

I was told I would hear the biopsy results this week. 

My OB-GYN is out of town this week

but said

he would make sure someone 

called me when the results came in. 

Then he would call me next week 

and we

shall make a plan. 

So, now we wait to see if the phone rings today

and

if it does, 

is it them?

I think again this is just a lesson in patience 

which

on a lot of days I 

fail miserably at. 

I used to be OK enough

but

when you add 3 kids

and 

constant chaos

of just typical life

I run thin. 

If I do well, then everyone else does well. 

No pressure there, huh?

You know the silly quote, 

"If Momma ain't happy, ain't no body happy."

It really does seem true. 

Be the glue, don' crack 

or everyone

else falls apart. 

I also have 17 days before my 

next MRI 

and visit

with my neuro-oncologist. 

To add to it all, 

I have been having 

the spacy/disoriented feeling

and supreme light 

sensitivity

no migraines at least!

Just over my left eye pain, like before a migraine

but no aura!

I am glad at that, because  a migraine

and 

no advil?

Is a form of torture. 

When I get spacy/disoriented

I bump into door frames.

Perhaps, it's all in my mind.  

You know, I can maybe by 

chance make myself spacy??

I can dream right?

I did not worry much until it has come back.

Then a nagging bit of worry comes. 

Don't worry, there is plenty to keep me busy.

And of course I am typing this while Andrew 

has been at work for an hour now (it's not even 7a)

and 

our Boys still "seem" to be sleeping

since they were up late

last night. 

It was a good night!

In the 5.5 years of having a child

it was the first one

where "fireworks" 

were enjoyed. 

We did have a slight meltdown with our Biggun'

as we got home and neighbors were

shooting some

the poor Kid flew into our house. 

HOWEVER, we used sparklers and Pop Its.

And all 3 LOVED THEM!

Our Biggun' had a trial run earlier this week

and 

did great

and 

it got him excited for last night. 

We got some photos from then. 

And last night I took a few videos.  

One of which I did load to Facebook. 

I got them all to say, "Happy 4th of July!"

Logan did not say it on the video, but

he REALLY did say it!  :)

And our DD (not darling daughter, Daniel D as we sometimes 

call him even though his middle name does not start with a D.)

His version was, "Happy Jefe!"  (Jefe pronounced heff-eh)

Jefe is the name of my brother's dog. 

It made us all laugh. 

Roxy and Cooper were with us at Andrew's Parents house

and 

they chased the Pop Its

like they may catch them. 

Yeah, Cooper won't fetch a ball 

but will 

go after a Pop It?

Needless to say Cooper went inside because our Pup

is on edge on the 4th 

or 

any day fireworks are done in the area. 

Roxy doesn't care. 

Yes, I am updating on our dogs. 

As I was told by my nephew

when he was 3, 

"Aunt Carrie, you can't have dog kids!!"

OH but we do!

Human and dog kids.  :)

I hear a Bitty Boo doing morning babbling!

Gotta go!

Photos and video will be loaded soon (hopefully soon)