Showing posts with label crazy. Show all posts
Showing posts with label crazy. Show all posts

Friday, March 21, 2014

Thursday's forgetfulness and Ella's Race tomorrow

I am having a hard time.
I am exhausted no matter how much I sleep
or
how active I try to be.
I am also having a hard time focusing
and
haven't shaken yesterday yet.

I guess just as the children I am a creature of routine
and habit.
I got to read to D's class.
So I parked in different spot of his preschool.
Once the reading was done,
school was over.
I took D and Logan and we went to where I parked.
I got the Boys in the car and drove home.
I pulled into our drive, put the van in park,
turned off the van
and
our Logan was standing behind me!
Apparently, I never strapped him in and he did not
complain.
I feel like a horrible failure.
I have before wondered if I did not strap them in
due to habit and ritual
and
will look in my mirror for a visual.
This did not happen.
Thankfully he was not hurt
however, I am hurt with myself.
I am not happy about it
and can't shake it.

I then later on unbuckled him after
getting him from school and forgot I did that (the unbuckling).
Then I panicked if I forgot again (to buckle him)
but when I retraced my steps I am 99% sure
I did unbuckle him.

Earlier this week I was so happy I made a big dinner.
I got everything finished together
at the same time.
Nothing was burnt and
was served warm (not hot or cold)
I feel like I just finally broke in the
kitchen at this house.
I also cleaned up.
So a complete meal start to finish.
One that required chopping stuff, while cooking
and baking multiple things.

I feel like I passed a dip in the roller coaster of life.

But then I forgot to buckle Bitty..

Then last night I reheated something on our
“low output” burner,
we have a gas stove.

At bedtime I I thought I smelled
gas in our upstairs hall way
but,
 blamed it on just having the stove top
on earlier.

I did not say anything
and
 convinced
myself not to check it.

I fell asleep pretty quickly,
I was wiped.

I woke when D climbed in our bed
after a while I kept smelling gas again.
I mention it to Andrew.

He did not smell anything. I laid
there in bed telling myself it was nothing.

Andrew gets up and showers and I pass back out.
(like I did not sleep the entire night.)

The next thing I know the 2 kids that were in our bed
were gone
and
 Andrew is waking me.

I indeed smelled gas,
he confirmed the burner was on all night long.

It was on low so you could barely see it.

So, as I know I should trust my crazy dog nose,
I am glad that I trust my gut
and
 don't store things over night on top our stove burners.
Say like a child's lunch box..
I know I should trust my gut
I do and at times I try to convince myself
it is just paranoia or just flat our crazy,
then things like this happen
.
I was right..I know better.
Sometimes life is just ca-razy,
It could be worse, it could be better.

So many people go through so much more so why complain?!

I am nervous and exhausted today.
Tomorrow, I am signed up to run a 5K.
I wanted to go to it last year but was only
10 days post craniotomy,
but
I REALLY wanted to be there.
It is “Ella' Race.”

A little girl used to go to Aidan's school.
A couple years ago she passed away from
a diffuse intrinsic pontine glioma,
an inoperable aggressive brain tumor.

My Sister had told me about her,
I, at the time signed up for her Family's care page to
follow.
I learned of her passing
and
 it made me sad.
February 8, 2012, this was 12 days prior to
me learning of my irregular MRI.

So, last year her first 5k in memory of her I felt I really
wanted to go.
This year was a must.

It will also be a practice 5K for me
in prep of the Angels Among Us.
I have not been training like I want to.

Today,  my chest burns and stomach flips
on top of
just being exhausted lately
and
always feeling car sick when I am just looking down
in a non-moving car
or
 not even in a car.

Tomorrow, will also be a big day for Aidan also.
He is coming to the 5K too.
He also wants to run...

At his school when you are in Kindergarten
you get assigned an 8th grade Buddy.
Well, Ella has a big brother, he is now in 8th grade.
He is Aidan's KinderBuddy.


I wasn't surprised when I found out.

I was also informed that the school “manipulates”
things.

That said, well, perhaps the school is just trying
to help people have Faith.

Inspire Faith, that is so lacking at times
in this world.

Inspire that people are brought together
for a reason
or
moved apart for a reason.
**Not speaking of a child's passing **

Like I said last year, I REALLY wanted to be there
and
toyed
whether I would introduce myself
or
if I would chicken out
or
be observed as an odd ball looney toon.

I can only say trust your gut
and
have Faith.

Having Faith doesn't mean
that things don't hurt,
or
you don't stress.

It all just happens.

 Stressing, worrying, hurting
does not mean we don't
have Faith.

Perhaps, it is just a calling to show us where
were should look.

We can try and fail
over and over again.

We may learn things are not to happen
as this time..
or
That there are bigger and uglier things
we are being shielded from.

It doesn't make sense at all.

But, it is not for us to try and understand.

We have Faith that this is the Path
we are to travel.
Do we struggle?
Yes
and
we must carry on.

Do we all fail at this?
Yes, yes we do.
We ALL do.

We must get back up and carry on.
That said,
I am picking up my tired self
and
going to check on our Little's.
I am going to aim to get things done I hope to today.
I am going to hope
and
 fight to
have patience,
happiness
and
make sure I do not over look all of the little Blessings that
will shine today.

And try to forgive myself for all of my forgetfulness
yesterday that has only increased my motion sick feeling.

Today is a new and beautiful day
and
tomorrow will be too.

Now commencing my battle with myself...







Thursday, January 2, 2014

Venting..

Here I am trying to pull some weight
off my shoulders.
I am horribly behind on all things.
I am still caught up on laundry though..

I have taken back to running our household
numbers,
and
am not quite up to my picky particular
potential.
It took us both to iron it out last night
and
it took almost 2 hours.
I just like to keep a good eye
on spending
and
keep the papers organized.

We stayed under on our Christmas budget
which is awesome.
For me it is to start saving in the new room month
(I type random words sometimes..)
and
zero out the budget.
That way we “magically” grow our standard savings.

Too much info?
Get over it.
I am not mentioning numbers
just the basics on what I do.

That said, I found some errors today.
Just tried to double pay 2 bills.
Since apparently I did not know
I already paid them.

I know this can happen to anyone
but I haven't done it before..

I did one time buy twice as many diapers as
needed..but..
I had two in diapers
and
a screaming 12 hour a day baby
and
a screaming 4-6 hours a day not-quite-2 year old
and
a 3 year old who would beg to go to his room
to get away from the noise.

That said, I don't have that
and
still managed to whoops on things
and
paid extra on one. (No biggie there..but not planned)

So this really gets to me.
AND even though I
updated our 2014 calendar
(which I USUALLY do early December every year)

I just finished it today
and
wrote down all the school schedules.

Apparently, I can't read because
Bitty has school today
and
I was positive I did not read it on his
school calendar this morning.
**Edit**Yes, I was looking at the calendar for 
the school system he was in before we moved. **

I am pretty detailed oriented
so to have quite a few faux pas
today is not good.

Stuff happens, but it bugs me today.
Probably bugs me because in 2 weeks
I will have my next MRI and neuro-oncologist visit.

I was supposed to in December but
they called to reschedule due to my
Doc's schedule for traveling changing.

December was a bit nutty.
Some issues with one of our Pups
which means we have to decide what to do
and
that includes revamping the budget to
compensate for his new needs.

Bitty hit a nice fever the day after Christmas
and
hasn't recovered fully yet.
He keeps giving us his little curves of crazy.
Even one of the most “strict” peds,
(the one who told me at 2 when I listed some oddities I noticed
said, “It's not like he's Autistic or anything.”..)
Agreed, something isn't quite right but we can only list
what the illness is not.

Our tiles under our fridge
are pulled up
and
now the “man in charge”
from the plumbing company
has to come look at it
even thought we spent 2 weeks with a dehumidifier
and 1 of those 2 weeks also had a supremely noisy fan
to help dry it out.

We also met with their general contractor too.
His taking so long slows the process down
but he should be here tonight
even though he canceled on us earlier this week.

So here's hoping that ball continues to roll...
And things happen and schedules have hiccups..

We also had an animal stuck in our attic for a few hours on
Tuesday afternoon into evening.
THANKFULLY, it found it's way out
and
we have a vague idea of it's way in
and
blocked it.
So far so good..

So right now I would love to go hide
just because of all these nagging things
BUT,
I can't, so I won't
and
have a giant list of to do's
and
really would just prefer to
play with the Boys..

So onward to find the balance of both..
I really keep thinking it's a Monday..
SO glad it is not!!

There are plenty of sparkles of good..
they may be little but
they are here!

Time to go scrub some dirt, play with the Boys
and
focus on all of our sparkles..
with a little less weight now off my back.





Friday, December 13, 2013

Just a portion of our week..

D has fallen asleep dropping Logey off at school.
Since he is napping
I am deciding to attempt to type a little
before I we have to go get our Biggun' from school.

Here we are 4 days before our Baby is 3.

The Rogers' chaos continues.
We had a lull and here we are now
back into it.

When we moved in we got a new fridge.
There was not one here
and
in order to sell our
other house they wanted the fridge.

So, Lowe's dropped it off
and
wouldn't connect the
ice maker due to new codes
and
our line was plastic.
New codes are using a flexible metal line.

So, since days run long
Andrew on Sunday night (our 1st night of all 5 of us sleeping here)
hooked it up
and
went into the crawl space to turn on the water line.

Yup..the parts
(Insert long lapse here..potty issues with D..no nap done, hope to type more later)
Starting at two days later..

The parts from not being moved for months
had dry rotted or rusted or something
needless to say a huge gush of water
and
Andrew in the dark now covered in mud
had to run up to the street and turn off the
main line of water to our house.

He went to the store twice to try to get new parts.
It failed.
So now we had no running water
except for our outdoor spickets
which are attached to the well
the house originally had.

I sent Andrew out with a stock pot to fill
and
heated it on the stove so he could wash the mud off
and
we went to bed.

A plumber came first thing to fix it
and
we decided to to have the water/ice maker
connection
installed behind the fridge
like it is in newly built houses.
That way if a problem occurs we can turn it off
NOT from the crawl space.

Well, since then I have heard
on and off trickling sounds
but see no water
and
when Andrew gets home it is quiet
so we forget to look.

We have learned that some new fridges
have a non removable drip pan
and
possibly it was something
dripping into that.

Well, I am having by giant bouts
of exhaustion.
I fell asleep at 7p
on this past Sunday.

Andrew heard the drips!!
He checked it out!
So GLAD he did.

He called the plumber because the
line they installed was leaking.

They came out first thing
and
when he spoke to them they said,
“OH, you guys must have got one of the bad lines.”

Yes, the plumber repaired it
and
then contacted a water damage company
they work with.

Yes, WATER DAMAGE.
After 2 month
we have wall studs that are 100% saturated (per the tech's hand held meter)
our tile is saturated, drywall is also.
So our fridge is in the middle of the kitchen.
A humidifier is in the area sealed off.
AND
there is one under the house sealed off.

The hope is to dry it all out.
They sprayed a fungicide on the stud that
was black and white discolored.



The issue is the old owners sprayed
foam insulation
underneath the house.

They may not be able to get the sub flooring to dry out
and
if that happens
(after at least 5 days of dehumidification)
we will have to replace our kitchen floor.
It is tile it will have to be 100% new floor and possible sub-flooring.
Yup our kitchen out of sorts and cluttered. If you look closely at the kitchen light
you will see the drain line taped on the ceiling so we don't trip on it
AND it is draining into our kitchen sink.  (don't worry it is a push drain it can go against gravity)



Yes, just a bump in the road. An inconvenient and annoying one.
The dehumidifier noise gets to you after a while.
They will be out today to recheck it all.

Add to our Cooper dog issues, he just had his vet recheck this week.
Things don't look good.
That in itself is a post of it own
on my view/reasons for it.

Our chaos rolls and “time marches on”
so we keep on..
Like I have said before, not gracefully,
we try and we fail
we are human.
We just get back up and try again and again and again...







Wednesday, December 4, 2013

Another catch up attempt

So I hope to have a few minutes
and 
the moment I start to type the Little's start whining. 
We shall see how this goes. 

A lot is going on...

We had all of our duct work torn out, 
a new furnace and air conditioning unit. 



That took two weekends of work. 
And a lot of cleaning. 
We have new register vents downstairs
and
have a few ones to put in upstairs 
over the next couple of months
all of those will be replaced. 
They are round vents and cost more than a typical 
floor vent. 

My dizzy spells are better and the constant 
congestion of the Boys has dwindled 
now that we don' t have leaky ducts 
that are full of 40 years of dirt, dust, grime
and 
mold. 
We learned that people's chaseways are not usually replaced. 
Ours however, was rusted out
 and
 at one point
was duct taped together. 
When checked out, it was no longer connecting the 
two air returns.
 Instead of pulling air through the 
filters, it was pulling air from inside our walls
and
from our upstairs main attic. 

Mmmm...

Logan began potty training willingly at school
and 
after a week we took it over at home. 
His Teacher has done it this way before with much success. 
He is doing really well, honestly!
#2's are not but he is dry most every night
and will even stop playing (even if outside!)
and go pee!

It has been a few weeks. 
I have sent out questions on the Special Needs message boards, 
researched books, tips, anything. 
His bowels are not regular so some of our structured teaching 
tips we received the other year was on the "schedule"
so from what I see at times kids like him can take 
1-2 years for the bowels or maybe never. 
We shall see. 

We had his IEP meeting it went pretty well. 
There is a difference from county to county
and 
I questioned about a few things. 
That requires a post on it's own don't know
when I can get that done. 

Aidan turned 6!  
I cannot believe it!
A hand full and now starting the second. 
He is doing pretty well. 
I got his room situated and cool weather clothes exchanged
so he is doing better. 
He doesn't function well in the disorganized mess
of change. 
Once things get uncluttered
and
clear he does much better. 
Especially, in the comfort of his bedroom. 
He says he likes this house, he does miss the old one. 
I asked what did he miss. 
(Since he would complain about how hot the back yard was.)
He misses his neighbor friends.  
Totally, understandable. 
I have been in touch with their Mom
and 
over winter break hope to meet up. 

In the midst of striking some poses..he was being a goof!



Our Sweet Baby D is loving school
and 
the new backyard. 
Today is Day 7 of him potty training!
I really wanted him started before he turned 3. 
We tried sometime this year.  I don't remember when exactly it was. 
I want to say June, when he was 2.5 like Big Bro Aidan. 
It just did not seem like his time. 
So, here we are and he is doing great. 
By Day #2 all on his own he did a #2 in the potty!
Now, he is similar to Aidan and a bit timid on 
the big potty and prefers the little ones. 


He has also become an example to Logan of how 
we mean "pooping in the potty."
There has been some potty competition
by their choices 
but it has only brought more motivation for them to go. 
We will go with it unless they get mean
but so far it has only seemed to bring them 
closer together. 
The Little's are really interacting more 
and 
have conversations with each other. 
It's beautiful well, until they start getting mad at each other. 
D's food sensitivities have become worse. 
I am wondering if it will calm after the nasty from the old duct work
subsides. 

Our big dog Cooper has had some problems too. 
He went to the vet just over a week ago.
After a long list of medications 
and 
a bath to help soothe his skin. 
He is doing better.
The vet has called to check up on him. 
And he seems to all of a sudden
fit into the the hypoallergenic 
state of our family and/or not typical reactions
to medications. 
He is on a steroid which usually makes people/animal gain weight/retain water
he has gotten skinnier. 
The vet and us are on the fence if this means
his skin was that swollen (and very well could be)
or 
if he is having a bad reaction to the steroid. 

Andrew's Thanksgiving days off, turned out to him being at work
every single day of the break. 
Working late at night to early morning 
just so he could be a part of Aidan's Birthday
and 
take care of what needed done at work. 

I ran another 5K.  I did not train for it
and 
with the move have not been as active as I was. 
And the worst part I walked a small portion of it...
I need to find the way it works to maintain what I was 
doing before 
and /or 
more. 

I did however get things more organized. 
Our office is not unpacked
and 
a large table is my sort. 
BUT I am able to sort!

I also have been able to some checkbook balancing
and
bill pay. 
This is what I did since babies were born. 
We do it together
but I do the data entry
and 
put things where they should go 
and 
make it all work. 
Andrew has been doing this since well 
before March because I hit a point
where I just could no longer do it. 
And by recommendation from my 
neuro-psychologist that I was not ready for that 
and it would come with time.
So, 8 months later I am working on it. 
Funny thing is, I think I saw her at Target just this past Monday. 
I am not sure and could be totally wrong
but it was  a woman who looked like her. 

19 days until I meet with my neuro-oncologist and get my next MRI. 
I have had a lot more headaches and a WONDERFUL (sarcasm)
migraine. 

I am also in the process of battling our insurance company with 
Logan's gene mapping. 
It came back with nothing showing any "reason"
for his blood sugar issues, odor-ific atonic episode, his eye
flitting into the back of his head, his grey face tone in stress
and 
limp moments with no odor. 
It turned into his Geneticist facing me
and 
concerned with me. 

He does have some off genes from me. 
Two with no real known significance 
and 
one that they know causes issues.
It won't become an issue until later in life. 

After a series of questions she asked me, 
then she informed me of the gene
and
then told me I must notify all of my 
doctors immediately. 

My family practitioner wants me to see a hematologist 
So, that is in the works.  

It is a rare disorder that some people with the mutation do 
not have any issues. 
Others do. 

It answers a lot of issues I have had. 
It also has a very long list of medications that are not safe 
and 
that I can have a bad reaction to. 

Quite a few medications I have pointed out to Doctors 
before knowing anything of this
are on that list. 
So, like I have had the 1-3% reactions
yup, that would be where it came from. 
And issues I have had for years 
with no answers only a few hopeful suggestions
from a few good doctors. 
Now, it seems there are answers. 

So, I think this covers it. 
Yet another long post. 
Never boring, never dull. 

We did get our tree up 
and 
more Christmas decorations to come. 
And having some wonderful interactive moments with 
our Boys with each other
and 
all of us together. 

Three years ago, just before D's big eventful arrival
we never could have guessed where 
we would be right now. 

We have had a lot of big down hills in our
roller coaster of life, 
but we are here together
and
 getting to enjoy all of our 
ups together. 
No matter how  little they may be at times
they are indeed ups. 





Tuesday, November 5, 2013

Where have we been?

Going crazy?
Very possibly. 

I am eating some chocolate and pretzels and sipping on a beer. 

Yup. 

It has been a while since I posted.  
We as normal have had a lot going on!
We sold our home we built!
After 8 years, we moved across town (nearer to Aidan and Daniel's schools.)
We now have a bigger yard
and
about the same size square footage. (a tad smaller..like 50 sq feet)

We closed on the new home on October 11.  
And the closing of our "old" home was on the 15th. 

We thought a few days overlap would ease the move. 
Hah!

We can dream right?

Here we are still in a mess. 
Supremely disorganized and tired. 

Logan had to go to  a new school since we moved into a 
new county. 

He is doing pretty good. 

The house we bought was empty since April. 
There were a lot of repairs that need to be done
and 
will still need to be done. 

Since it was vacant it was a bit yucky!
Lots of cleaning to do. 

Still not to my liking and soon enough will feel like our dirt. 

That said, it feels like home. 
The other house took almost 8 years to feel like home. 
Funny, huh.

I wake in the morning and don't expect to see our giant
vaulted green bedroom.
I am still not alarmed of the room I see 
just go.  Oh! Funny I did not expect to see the 
bedroom I slept in for 8 years. 

I have never really "moved."
Back in '83 my Parents moved to NC.
They are still in that house. 

My "moves" I remember are going to ECU
and 
marrying Andrew!

Andrew however, has a lot more moves that than under his belt. 
Some he may not remember much. 
His Dad was in the Air Force. 
Well, funny, to say, Andrew
was born in Germany.
Yup. 
From Germany, to Virginia, to South Carolina
to North Carolina. 
Yup, he has moved around some.  

We had some great help
and 
our very Thankful for all who helped us.  

In the midst of all of this. 
Logan got an earlier than scheduled call in with his
Geneticist. 
No answers, it turned into he got some weird genes from me. 
Then his Doctor turned to me and it was like
an appointment for me. 

My job is to inform all of my Doctors about this genetic mutation.
It is related to a rare disease called, "Acute Intermittent Porphyria."
My family doctor informed me I need to see a hematologist. 

So, yup. 
Never dull and all has to happen at once!

I don't remember if I ever updated on here.  
I saw my Neuro-oncolgoist in September and am 
able to stretch it to 3 month between visits versus
2 months. 
I will take that. 

As November turned, I was thinking, 
It has been forever since I have seen them!

It does seem like it because I would be prepping myself for
the visit that would be coming. 
SO yes, it feels like forever. 

It turns out to be on the anniversary of my 
MRI last December that scheduled the biopsy. 

That said, I feel like crap in general
and 
am feeling worse about this. 

It seems like a dream. 
At almost 8 months out I really almost think 
it was a bad dream. 

I was perky and positive then. 
I am having a harder time now. 

It is sinking in. 
I try not to let it get the best of me
but 
it is just  a constant reminder. 

It bugs me that it bothers me. 
I want to go run. 
But I am not because I feel like crap. 
But maybe if I run I will feel better?
But if I feel worse, I will have set myself back.

Anyways, I have lost my focus. 
I must make dinner. 
We moved. 
There is a lot going on. 
What's new?!
Our chaos and we keep on truckin'
just hoping to get back to 
my positive me. 
This non-positive me needs to go away and take a 
long walk off a short pier.  
I don't have time for her!

Our New Home. Top L-R: Toy room, backyard, kitchen.
Mid L-R: Dining room, stair case, office
Bottom L-R: Foyer, living room and Front

As you can see, stuff not done, no picture on walls yet.
It will come.

Office needs unpacked and organized and all the paper clutter should diminish.  :)

Friday, September 20, 2013

Updates coming...

I have for weeks wanted to post. 
I owe a Logan first day of school post
and
a Daniel first day!!

If I did it sooner I would have more details
but of course 
my details are a little foggy now. 

Not to mention we have some of our typical crazy chaos going. 
Never dull!
More details on that but the Kids will come first. 

I also wanted to do a post last Friday
about 6 months post-op. 
It was seriously Friday the 13th 
and 
I am at half a year post-craniotomy and resection. 
How insane?!

That said, on Monday I go visit my neuro-oncologist after I 
get yet another MRI done. 
Only my 6th one for the year. 
I think...I am trying to remember.  
I seriously just wrote it down. 

Anyways, I need to feed our DD some lunch
but wanted to touch base. 
I PROMISE I will do my best to get more on here soon!

In the mean time..






Thursday, August 22, 2013

Kindergarten and a crazy week!



It has been an interesting week.
Overwhelming by far!

Monday-marked 12
years ago when Andrew and I
“officially” started dating.

Tuesday- Our Biggun' went to
his first day (half day with half the class)
of Kindergarten!!

Wednesday-His first full day!

So, yes, 12 years ago..
would I do not think
we ever could have guessed
how these years have gone.
Even if you asked me back then
what I could think
would be the most crazy thing that
could happen.

I know early on,
I thought Andrew could be the one.
I dare not speak it
to him.
Just to myself
and
I think after a few
months I mentioned it to my Mom.

And here we are now.
Since this year has been crazy
I did not register DHR
for preschool when I should have.

That means we came down to just this month
trying to do it.
Needless to say the place where
Aidan went was full!

So instead of being mad,
I can only decide this means
it was not meant to be.

We love it there
but
possibly there is some place
else that will do better for our DHR
and
with great hope that in
January, our Bitty may attend
also.

We have looked at lots of different
schools, even last year
thinking we may try this
new preschool
designed for Children with
special needs.
I researched it for months
and
we went on a tour
still not sure.

This week I spoke to another school
closer to where Aidan is going.
We took a tour
and
it seems to be what we were
hoping for.

So, filling our papers for that etc.
Filling out papers that are sent home
the first week for Aidan. (It's a ton!)

Then on Tuesday get a call from
Bitty's new teacher!
On his IEP we decided with the
information from his Teacher
he should move out of the
rigid, structured Autism only class
into
the mixed Developmentally Delayed class.

Yesterday, I got a call from Aidan's school Nurse
just to remind me of what I need to give her.
I called Bitty's Teacher to confirm his Open House
(which is tonight!!) is walk-in one.
I called the director for D's school
to get a few more things answered that I forgot to ask.
I met with a few other Kindergarten
Mom's to talk.
Figured it is one way to meet them.
While out ran into someone I have known
since middle school
then
did a double take and saw
the WRAL Mom Blogger who
did a post on the AWESOME
Boot Camp Mom's class I go to.
She did a double take also,
since we exercised side by side for an
hour.
I sent her a message later
and
she was like, I KNEW you looked familiar!

I am going through piles and piles of papers.
I have gotten emails from all teachers
on top of the phone calls.

I am marking our calendars so we
hope not to miss anything.
Add the typical house chores to it all too.


We also have Aidan's Open House tonight also!

The Boys are waking on their own now
super early in the morning.
So we are doing super early bed times.
They seem OK for now with the change
in schedule, it is Andrew and I suffering.

:)

Yet again n Parenthood learning
just another new level of exhaustion.

I am doing my darnedness to
keep things straight
this week has by far been the
most processing I feel my brain
has done since March.

I have to rearrange Bitty's therapy
appointments also
and
don't get confused on carpool times!

It may seem silly,
but it sure is
knocking us for a loop!

Oh and of course,
add another showing
on the house while trying
to get just school
stuff organized!





First Day of Kindergarten!

Is he ready?!

Daddy and our Biggun'
DHR popping in with the photo
Bitty enjoying some Chickfila
before we got to see the preschool
DD enjoying Chickfila

                        


A couple different poses while sporting his PE Uniform today!