Today SUCKS too.
Logan woke up at 3a
and
puked all over his bed.
He then puked every 10
minutes for 4 hours.
The slept for 2.
Then started again.
Then Daniel puked all over
the living room and Andrew.
Then he seemed fine.
We thought oh, maybe it
was just a fluke.
Then he puked all over the
foyer and Andrew.
SO SO ANNOYING!
We haven't had a stomach
bug here in 2 years.
I want it to go away.
Poor Logan has been sick
since December.
I am getting a tad
irritated.
He gets things so much
worse than the other two.
He feels pretty miserable
and spent most of the day laying out.
He hasn't moved. :(
D at least plays some
and
then he gets whiny.
I got my confirmation
email today also.
'You
are currently scheduled for a consult
visit on Monday 4/8 at 8:00AM with
Dr. Desjardins in the Preston Robert Tisch Brain Tumor Center.
When you arrive on campus, please proceed to the Duke Cancer Center
and either check-in at the front desk in the Main Lobby or in the
Brain Tumor Clinic, Clinic 3-1 on the 3rd Floor of the Duke Cancer
Center.'
Something
about this email gets me upset today.
I
am MAD.
I
have CRIED about it.
I
am SO ANGRY.
I
have yelled.
I
feel like crap.
I
want to go run until I don't feel mad
but
I
can't.
I
want to go punch something.
I
want to hit something
but
I can't.
I
am SO STINKING MAD!
I
am mad that I am mad.
I
don't want to be mad.
I
want to yell a long list of obscenities.
I
want to stomp and hit.
I
want the Kids to feel better.
They
want our normalcy back.
I
know this all will be a challenge.
I
know what my gut tells me.
This
won't be easy but I will
fight
it as many times
as
my body makes me too.
I
will kick it's ass and win.
That
is the only option.
UGH!!
I
get down on my knees and pray
so
many times a day and night.
I
know God will guide us and help us.
I
try to keep my frustrations level but
am
having a bad day today.
Tomorrow
will be better.
I
will force it to be better darn it.
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