Kicking a$$

I am supposed to get my stitches out tomorrow. 

It will be nice. 

My head is still numb for now. 

Oh well, I just have to be careful using the hair dryer since I can't really feel it on my left side.

Heh..

I hope to go out shopping soon.

I need some clothes. 

I bought some new jeans on sale right before surgery

and since it

I have lost 6 pounds.

My pants are falling off me.

I hope they fit again soon 

but for now

my clothes are too big. 

Ugh. 

I will gain weight back I am sure

when I get to work out again.

I am going to ask more about what I can do.

Dr. Grossi just keeps reminding me

that I will be tired.

He doesn't want me to try too soon 

and 

get frustrated. 

If I had all the money in the world I think

I would just have someone make me 

clothes that fit. 

I am shaped kind of like a teenager. 

Seriously...

it's annoying. 

 But anyways

I am going to get back into running again. 

I want to try and make a goal to run a race a month. 

You know...we have tried for a long time working on 

Total Money Makeover. 

Anyone heard of Dave Ramsey?

We have always worked towards it

 but 

we don't get 

much rolling on it since

we spent a lot of money

on therapy for Logan.

And that is OK. 

We'll keep working on it. 

When we get to no more debt it will be awesome!

Our goal will to always be able 

to make some nice donations

towards all 

things we want to work towards. 

Donations especially for research. 

That's for sure. 

We'll get to give back. 

We don't need anything fancy 

just be able to put a good effort into all

research. 

I really want to race again. 

I really do. 

We'll keep our money 

invested into all the information they can find

 and

understand. 

Autism,  Brain Tumors, Cancer etc. 

You name it.

We're gonna do it. 

If my stupid tumor wants to come back

I am going to kick it's ass. 

I will keep running too. 

It won't win. 

I will make sure it won't. 

I am a little scared 

but it all will work out. 

God is looking out for us  

and 

keeping us near

some amazing Doctors. 

Of all Kinds. 

We have some beautiful Boys. 

They are pretty mad at me too.

They want me to take them to school. 

They pointed it out again today. 

They just want our normalcy back. 

Right now I still can't drive and won't for a while. 

Ugh.

I am on an anti-seizure medicine too. 

They hope to keep it under control 

and 

after a month work it off. 

If they don't put me on it there is a good chance I will have a seizure 

and 

then

I will not be allowed to drive for 6 months!!

The Boys would be really mad at it. 

I don't remember my first few days home. 

Andrew made a few phone calls 

and 

they adjusted my medicine because 

it wasn't treating me well. 

I asked one of the Nurse's what they like. 

I need to decide what we are going to bring to them. 

It will take some weeks

 but start at the 

Neurosurgeon's office, 

then the neuroscience floor, 

pre-op floor, 

to the radiologists too. 

The least I can do it send them something as a Thank you. 

I am also going to write Thank you's to all who have sent cards, flowers, dinners. 

You people have amazed us!

We are so Thankful!

All of this is just so hard to wrap our heads around

but 

there is something so good. 

We're going to figure it out. 

I am going to kick ass and take names. 

Maybe I get to pick out some clothes tonight....Just an outfit or two...